Astronaut Discloses Mental Health Struggle After ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The mission was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the period after the flight.
She described the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her heritage – was overshadowed under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is best known for her pioneering work protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the followers whose kindness helped save her. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She noted that amid the criticism, important benefits had emerged from the experience, such as elevated attention for her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The self-operating spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The team of pioneers also included accomplished professionals from various fields.
The company behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.